Nothing but Crows (kaleekolai) wrote,
Nothing but Crows
kaleekolai

Pain

You know... I'd really like to be able to get through more than one or two days without pain. It makes me wonder if I'm doing something wrong. I mean it can't be normal to be in pain all the time like this. Not to mention these headaches have a way of putting me out of commission for most of the day once they set it. It's hard to stop them once they've started and they just drain the life out of me. I've been to neurologists, been scanned, been drugged... We don't know what causes it and the meds to keep it manageable cost a fortune...even with my health plan. Some days I just want to curl up and cry...today is one of those days.

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