I feel like I'm losing control.
Sometimes I'm afraid to post what I'm really feeling in my journal for fear that it will be misinterpreted. I hate that feeling and I don't want to make my posts private!
I sometimes think that I'm doing something good only to find out that's not entirely the case....and that hurts. I guess sometimes even the best of intentions don't always work out the way you expect. I know I'm not the only one who can attest to this.
I try to be considerate of the people around me and hope that they in turn will be considerate of me. I probably have to work harder on this, I'm not perfect, but I'm trying. I need that from those around me too. Many of you know that already and have been trying also. Know that I appreciate that.
On the more mundane side of life... I have a huge pile of laundry that I've been avoiding. I am definitely not feeling motivated to do that today! Aaargh! Why can't the laundry just do itself?!