Nothing but Crows (kaleekolai) wrote,
Nothing but Crows

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Lazy Sunday

This morning I'm feeling tired and bitchy. I thinks it's mostly because of the fact that I have woken up with a headache yet again. I'm seriously sick and tired of this! Headaches compounded on all the other stress in my life is not what I need. I'm sick of living my life in pain all the time. Yesterday I was able to get rid of my headache but that meant going back to sleep for a couple more hours. I do not want to sleep my life away!

I feel like I'm losing control.

Sometimes I'm afraid to post what I'm really feeling in my journal for fear that it will be misinterpreted. I hate that feeling and I don't want to make my posts private!

I sometimes think that I'm doing something good only to find out that's not entirely the case....and that hurts. I guess sometimes even the best of intentions don't always work out the way you expect. I know I'm not the only one who can attest to this.

I try to be considerate of the people around me and hope that they in turn will be considerate of me. I probably have to work harder on this, I'm not perfect, but I'm trying. I need that from those around me too. Many of you know that already and have been trying also. Know that I appreciate that.

On the more mundane side of life... I have a huge pile of laundry that I've been avoiding. I am definitely not feeling motivated to do that today! Aaargh! Why can't the laundry just do itself?!


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