People at work are noticing that I haven't been myself lately. I didn't realize it was that obvious. I seem to think I'm hiding it better than I apparently am. I don't know what's wrong with me...ack! I don't even know why I'm posting this...
I also went to pursue that little ray of hope that I'd alluded to the other day. Looks like more rain. I think I ended up making myself more depressed...and yet at the same time more determined.
Speaking of determination, I actually spent a good half hour in my "inner sanctum" room last night. Two days in one week! I think that's a new record. I spent some time writing, meditating and trying to come up with some ideas for the UTPS ritual I'll be doing soon. I also got another good half hour or more of walking in today. I'm hoping to keep this up. One day at a time.
A friend of mine also told me today that they were upset about something they've done...the way they've portrayed something. I want them to know that it's ok. They still mean a lot to me and I'm glad to have them as a friend. *hugs*