Nothing but Crows (kaleekolai) wrote,
Nothing but Crows

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Do or do not... there is no try.

I think that I need to stop thinking so much and start DOING. I'm so bad at just thinking myself into a rut and getting absolutely nothing accomplished. There are so many things that I want to do but sometimes I don't even know where to start, so I don't start... ever.

I keep telling myself that I'm going to devote a certain portion of time in the day to silent meditation, but I only actually do it infrequently.

I told myself that I was going to make sure I worked out at least three times a week. But I don't.

I told myself I'd focus more on my spirituality, music, my art, my writing, reading... and haven't been consistent with that either.

I know that I shouldn't be too hard on myself because I have made some changes recently. I've been losing weight like the doctor "suggested", I have been spending a smidgen more time on my spiritual development and I have been a bit more physically active. I've also been actually getting myself out of the house and doing things like going to Tango/Crews.

I think that my passion for music is so intense that it sometimes makes me forget about the crap in my life. It's one of those things that can make me feel really good even when I'm having a really awful day.

I think that all in all, this past week has been a pretty good one.

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