gloomyI also wanted to get a few things done today and didn't get them done. That tends to make me feel a bit low too because I almost feel as though I've let myself down... again. I keep saying that I'm going to take my life into my own hands and smarten up but I always end up slipping back into my old habits. The more it happens the worse I feel. It's at the point where I've almost convinced myself that I just can't stick with anything, so I either don't try in the first place or give up. I can't really explain why this happens to me, and it is frustrating for me because I don't want to be like that. I want to be ambitious and passionate about at least one or two things, and I want it to last for more than a month!
Sometimes I just don't know what to do anymore... other days I'm just fine. Of course all the crap seems to hit the fan at the same time, doesn't it?
