March 9th, 2004

Stolen from Hazelbranch

Sanguine
Sanguine: You are sanguine. Air is the element
associated with your type, and your endocrine
system is dominated by the sex organs. When you
lead, it is by transferring your own enthusiasm
to others, and you probably like to communicate
and develop consensus. When you are happy, you
like to party, and when you are sad, you tend
to argue or weep. To make your diet healthier,
you would do well to eat less fatty foods, and
more vegetables. Your sleep schedule is
probably fairly regular, averaging about 7
hours a night. Your favorite meal is likely to
be breakfast, and shellfish is commonly a
favorite food amongst your type. Melancholics
are the people you find most attractive. Your
Jungian type is Intuitive Introvert. Your
comprehension is in the mode of "I
Understand", and your mode of being is to
Think.


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  • Current Mood
    sleepy sleepy

Melancholy and more

I'm not eating well these days...in fact, I've noticed that I'm going quite a long time without eating and then when I do eat, I'm often not making very good food choices. I don't know what's gotten into me. Last night however, I grabbed my indoor grill and made some chicken. Enough for a couple of days. Unfortunately pretty much all of my vegetables that were in the fridge have gone bad, so chicken was pretty much all I had. Even though I had that chicken already cooked this morning, I still didn't bring it to work or have anything to eat for breakfast. Yesterday I did the same thing, no breakfast, no lunch a snack when I got home and then chicken. It's almost as if I have no desire to eat. I don't understand it. I actually had to make myself get a bowl of soup for lunch, which I am practically forcing myself to eat, otherwise I probably wouldn't have eaten anything until I got home tonight.

People at work are noticing that I haven't been myself lately. I didn't realize it was that obvious. I seem to think I'm hiding it better than I apparently am. I don't know what's wrong with me...ack! I don't even know why I'm posting this...

I also went to pursue that little ray of hope that I'd alluded to the other day. Looks like more rain. I think I ended up making myself more depressed...and yet at the same time more determined.

Speaking of determination, I actually spent a good half hour in my "inner sanctum" room last night. Two days in one week! I think that's a new record. I spent some time writing, meditating and trying to come up with some ideas for the UTPS ritual I'll be doing soon. I also got another good half hour or more of walking in today. I'm hoping to keep this up. One day at a time.

A friend of mine also told me today that they were upset about something they've done...the way they've portrayed something. I want them to know that it's ok. They still mean a lot to me and I'm glad to have them as a friend. *hugs*

  • Current Music
    Greenwheel - Breathe