January 31st, 2004

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Some days I wish that I lived on my own. Every now and again I just can't deal with the presence of other people. Not anyone in particular... just people in general. No matter what might be going through my head, no matter what might be going on in my life, no matter how good it might actually be for me to be around people and talk with someone.... just have company... I can't bring myself to be around or talk to anyone. I guess I just enjoy having time to myself every now and then.

Some days I just feel like curling up under my blankets and forgetting the world outside. Today is one of those days...maybe because it's cold outside, maybe because I have so much work to do and I want to avoid it... maybe I'm just having a weird day.

For the past couple of days I've had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. Nerves for sure. It's driving me crazy. I think it's partly because I told my manager that I'm Wiccan and now I'm worried about him getting the wrong idea about it if he bothers to look it up online. *sigh* I know that they can't discrimminate, but still... I'm trying not to think about it.

So far this morning I've gotten quite a chunk of my homework done. I still have a lot to go...especially studying for my upcoming quiz. After a while of reading and reading and reading though I find my mind gets a bit numb. I'm reading, but the words aren't really making much sense, let alone sinking in. Hence why I'm writing in my LJ now!