November 28th, 2003

Singin' In the Rain

I had an awesome day yesterday. Probably one of the best days I've had in a long time. After having slept 12 hours with an ice pack on my head and lots of tylenol in my system to get rid of a migraine, I woke up feeling refreshed. My head was clear (something that doesn't happen very often) and I didn't feel even the slightest bit tired! I'd even had a flying dream!! (my favourite) The dream itself was actually kind of funny because I was flying around the city and went by these horse-drawn carriages. I whinnied at the horses and one of them seemed to get offended at whatever I'd said and started chasing me around!! LoL Of course I was flying so he couldn't catch me. The dream ended with me trying to lower myself into the carriage to grab the reigns while saying "woah" the whole time in a feeble attempt to get the horse to calm down. hehehe What a shit disturber I am!
Last night, the rain didn't bother me... I was in love. I stood there waiting for the bus feeling filled to the top with love. I sent out these feelings of love to the rest of the world. I had so much positive energy flowing through me that there was more than enough to share. But I wasn't just in love, I also felt loved. I sent a request out to the universe... "this is what I want" and proceeded to project the overwhelming feeling I was experiencing. It was great!! I haven't felt like that in ages!

It was a good day.

  • Current Music
    Moulin Rouge Soundtrack

bipolar?

I feel like crying.
I had an ok day up until I was leaving work, when I decided to go chat with my manager, as I often do on my way out. I jokingly said that I'd been ready to kill him the other day because I'd jokingly said something about being so busy I'd only been able to do one paragraph of my homework... he then seemed to switch into professional mode and said "homework? do we pay you to do your homework?" Of course I just joked it up with him saying "Do we pay you to choose which options you want on your visa?" (which he'd been doing earlier) And of course he gave me this sheepish look... so when I brought it up how he'd gotten me pissed off by saying that, he suddenly got all serious on me (again - yeah, I should have known better, but something was bothering me about it) So we ended up having this big long conversation about how it's "not professional" and what if everyone just started "doing their own thing"... Well I simply said, as long as it's not interfering with their work, I don't see the problem (I should have added or anyone else's work, but it wasn't necessary). So I told him if it was really a problem I was going to have to look for work elsewhere. At that point he switched modes again "Woah! Woah! I'm not saying that" bla bla bla... Now I feel uneasy about it. I figured it's better to look busy than to be sitting there doing nothing at all... It's just highlighting readings from my textbook anyway. It's really upsetting because I've been working my butt off there, staying organized and up to date...which is why I have a few minutes in between calls when we're not busy, and for him to say that it "could" be a problem really does not sit well with me. At all. Did I mention that I'm really upset? *sigh*
So my day today is currently the opposite of how I felt yesterday. Grrr...
I'm so mad/upset/frustrated/confused... I could SPIT! :/

  • Current Music
    Moulin Rouge 2 Soundtrack - Bolero

So I guess this means I'm my own worst enemy?

You are Malificent!
You are Malificent! You have to be the darkest of
all the villians. You're all about death and
despair. Die fools, die...


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Aurora
You are Aurora. Quiet and loving, you tend to be
isolated with only a few close friends. You are
deeply romantic, always seeing the good in
people, and certain that the right person is
just a step away. You have an amazing capacity
for love and devotion, not just to your partner
but also to all things, animals and children in
particular. You are also perhaps the slightest
bit uncany, sweet and mysterious, and you draw
people to you like moths to a flame.


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