Instead of feeling energized, light and focused, I feel heavy, fat, spacey and exhausted. I'm really f'ing frustrated and feel de-motivated (did I just make that word up?). All I want to do now is go back to my comfort foods that at least give me a bit of energy and make me feel good. I'm resisting the temptation but my resolve is definitely breaking. I know it's only been a week and it will probably take longer to see results but I wasn't expecting to feel worse.
Just typing up this post is proving challenging as I can't seem to keep my attention focused on anything for very long.
I feel like crap.
I want to curl up in bed and forget the world.
I don't want to feel tired anymore and that's where I seem to be at. What the hell is wrong with me?!