Nothing but Crows (kaleekolai) wrote,
Nothing but Crows

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Strange feelings, strange dreams

I'm not feeling so well today. I just haven't been quite "right" since the stomach problems began. Today, my intestines feel like they're revolting and my throat is irritated. It feels like it got too dried out last night while I was sleeping. 

I miss my dearest Jboy today. Quite a bit. I don't know why. Maybe it's hormonal.

Last night I dreamt that I was back up North. I was driving around on the ski-doo but there was no snow. Some guys came after me and tried to rape me while I was on my way to find my friend LJ's house. I got away from them. 
When I dream of the North, the school is always a maze. I bumped into LJ's husband but couldn't find her. I walked into a staff meeting by accident and caught a glimpse of B. He didn't see me though. His head was still completely shaved. 

I wish I could fall asleep with Jboy tonight. I could use his arms around me.

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