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I'm so exhausted. I don't know why, but it seems I always feel so worn out after work and I only work for 5 hours a day. At least I'm done of school until the new year.

I aslo found out that there's a BIWOT (Bisexual Women of Toronto) meeting tonight and I'd like to go, but I really don't know if I have the energy for it. I really hate always feeling so run down.

Oh well, less bitching! I'm so glad that I can read something other than school books for the next few weeks!! I like my courses, but I have all these really neat books at home that I've been wanting to read. I finished P. Currot's "Book of Shadows" and now I'm starting on her second book "Witch Crafting". I'm even going to try and actually DO the excercises instead of just reading it and never doing any of them.

I've been having a string of good days lately. No migraines and my head has been relatively clear, as opposed to the usually spaced-out feeling I have. I just hope it keeps up! Not to mention I'm just feeling kind of good in general. I think that it started with me going out to the bar by myself the other day. I think I need to do that more often. Remind myself that it's not only OK to go out on my own, but I have fun doing it! Of course I do feel like I live in a little world of my own sometimes... largely because I am alone for the most part. Makes me very subjective and I sometimes have to remind myself that there's a whole other world out there with all kinds of people going through completely different experiences. Of course that takes lots of effort. I think I'll stay withdrawn and self-focused for now.
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*tiptoes away...*